Class was cancelled. Pissed that I had such willpower for the class. Happy that i chatted with Husni. :) Something I never knew about the PR history. The-ex was once an assistant course rep, according to Husni, they are pratically neighbours,too. This world is so kecik!

Remember I mentioned theraphy? Now help is on the way! =D Joanne Kat's bf is currently working on his assignment where he needs 10 clients for theraphy sessions! wow. I signed up! :D Baby says ok!

To have both of us, baby? pushing the trolley for supermarket? it's quite our first time...*blush* We went shopping for junk fooooooood! lots of them! and I can't wait to go earn money and experience, what more with baby and his friends! cool shit!

checklist was prepared by Suba and I. PACK FOR PD NOWWWWWWWWWWW =)

P/s: Su Wen and Vivek and Leddy? enjoy clubbing! =D

The Family.

So ok lah, I've been trying to have more time with the family. Judge it yourself. Dim Sum, The Gardens, Mid Valley, Aunt Jenny's homely buffet dinner, The Taman Desa playground, Sri Neela's & almost a steamboat together; all in three days consecutively. Quite an effort, no? The bad news is, they can never change. That one traditional, confused, egoistic, conservative way of life will always be as it is. Father is determined I will disappoint him soon by marrying an indian man. Mother calls me names and thinks I am too liberal. Sister has her mood swings. Brother has his tantrums. Look, I will keep trying, ok?

Being alone.

Reading a book gets me thinking alot. What more when it relates to who I am/would be. Life is so competitive I am getting so paranoid and negative about how things work for me in the future. Will I ever ever make it to a decent firm and the corporate ladder eventually? Freaking myself out is nothing new lah. And why hasn't he smsed/called. That is another case.

The boyfriend.

It's a gamble in the game of love. To get so carried away and keep going? Or to play smart by withdrawing? If u ask me now I only can tell you that I LOVE him very much. It's not the right time to doubt. Whatever the result may be, I really do love him alot. Don't worry, he doesn't read my blog, that's for sure.

The buddies!!!!!!!!

Bad times are best erased by the simplest yet craziest hang out session with my buddies.

First was the classic neela's session with Suba my enemy made best friend, karate partner and neighbour. I told her about my rough thoughts and she really listened me out.

Leddy, Su Wen, Arthur, Mei Ling, Suet Ling, Julian, Lew, Keng Li : I loved the AC session and I want to do it very often because I know I just feel so good. Despite feeling like I only can do nothing at foosing? I know I am happy now. =) weeeeeeeeeee!

The annoyance.

I had to check friendster before blogging. He who thinks it is my fault that he screwed the friendship we had, he who fucking deleted me and then adding me back for too many times, he who confessed his feelings to me and keeps denying the fact I don't like him back, he who just won't listen to me when I want to start anew, he who brings up the past yet again, he who thinks I apparently enjoyed it with him when we didn't even do anything, he who thinks PR is only for sluts, he who just can't leave me alone? :

I FUCK YOU NO TIME, I TELL YOU.

IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE,

KEEP YOUR MIGHTY HATRED TOWARDS ME TO YOURSELF.

SORRY LAH LIFE IS FULL OF REJECTION, I ONLY LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND NOT YOU.

CAN'T YOU JUST STOP BEING A PUSSY AND LIVE WITH IT?